...deep deep deep...
used and torn apart in his existence
...deep deep deep...
it hammers into your soul...and as you grow u become more and more ignorant...further away from yourself that you have ever been...and the whole time, when you feel like you can hear him loud and clear and see his outline directly to your right, you are alone and surrounded by utter silence...but too bad you didn't notice that you have always been alone and always will be...
you must learn to fall in love with her eyes, her lips, her hair fresh out of the shower, her thighs, her skin tone, the way that the air recycles itself in her body... you cannot worry about what absorbs his manhood or where he is and has been...you must learn to cherish her, you have to hold her and comfort her, talk to her like she means the world to you. Please watch her, guide her, manicure her, never ignore her, never make her cry, give her all that you have and never be stingy with her, make her smile, make her moan, make her tingle...its when you find her and make this connection, you will yearn for that silence, you will live from that silence, that silence will never scare you again...that silence will speak to you loudly and comfort you...its all within her...
and she is you
